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okay. i'm not blogging here anymore. makeshift for me.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
this is us.mp3
heeey, i might blog again on here, just because. i can't wait till finals are over. i hope i can find someone to bring to sadies. i'm excited for chinese new years. i hope i can get my marc jacobs bag. i wanna change for the better. haha, i'm just listing random stuff that pops in my head. (:
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
nobody but me.mp3
went shopping today with momma &her friend. bought some clothes &accessories. my mom pissed me off today, but whatever. i'm over it.
i miss my bestfriend. we haven't talked for almost a month. i don't know if she's busy or not, probably is with homecoming sht, but dang. can't there be a few minutes to talk? i know we haven't talked since that little thing that went on back then. i was pissed, but hey, what can i say? we didn't talk a few days after that, but i needed space to think about things. and, it was all space after that day. and as of now, it's just space away from each other and kind of feels like tension. i don't know if she's still mad or whatever, but i hella miss her. the only space we had from each other was vacation too.
everyday is something new. something new to think about. to recap about. to realize. just whatever! i don't know, i think too much. but y'noe. i hella miss my other friend too. she keeps saying, "lets hang out!" but y'noe, it never happens. so i'm just like, okay. fck it. i love her and all, but she isn't giving me the date or anything. it's just those "let's hang out this week! forrsure! no flaking!" it's just another reoccuring pattern. and when it comes to those, really.. FCK THAT. what's the point.
another thing. i have this other bestfriend who has this boyfriend. he hella pissed me off on friday. sht, just cus he DISLIKES my brother very much. SHT, doesn't give him the fucken right to say shit in front of my face about him. whatthefuck. that's hella fucken rude. and it hurts to know to even have those kind of people say sht about my brother in front of my face. i get hella overprotective. fuck, what if people said shit to you about someone you care?! ohmygosh. my brother didn't do SHIT to you lately. and you know, you're the one whose causing those fucken shit that goes on. EVERY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT. JUST GROW UP. I SWEAR. YOU'RE A FUCKEN SENIOR AND YOU STILL ACT LIKE THIS? WHATTHEFUCK, GO BACK TO FUCKEN MIDDLE SCHOOL. CUS APPARENTLY, YOU DIDN'T LEARN SHIT THROUGHOUT ALL THE FUCKEN PROBLEMS YOU WENT THROUGH. you just stayed the same! yeah, you'd change for a bit, but then just go back to your normal self. and y'noe, you're so damn stubborn to even REALIZE sht. it's such a waste of time for people to even help you.
okay, i had to let that out. but i'm done. i have so much more, but that's all for now. i'm tired of hella things. dinner tonight with relatives.
i miss my bestfriend. we haven't talked for almost a month. i don't know if she's busy or not, probably is with homecoming sht, but dang. can't there be a few minutes to talk? i know we haven't talked since that little thing that went on back then. i was pissed, but hey, what can i say? we didn't talk a few days after that, but i needed space to think about things. and, it was all space after that day. and as of now, it's just space away from each other and kind of feels like tension. i don't know if she's still mad or whatever, but i hella miss her. the only space we had from each other was vacation too.
everyday is something new. something new to think about. to recap about. to realize. just whatever! i don't know, i think too much. but y'noe. i hella miss my other friend too. she keeps saying, "lets hang out!" but y'noe, it never happens. so i'm just like, okay. fck it. i love her and all, but she isn't giving me the date or anything. it's just those "let's hang out this week! forrsure! no flaking!" it's just another reoccuring pattern. and when it comes to those, really.. FCK THAT. what's the point.
another thing. i have this other bestfriend who has this boyfriend. he hella pissed me off on friday. sht, just cus he DISLIKES my brother very much. SHT, doesn't give him the fucken right to say shit in front of my face about him. whatthefuck. that's hella fucken rude. and it hurts to know to even have those kind of people say sht about my brother in front of my face. i get hella overprotective. fuck, what if people said shit to you about someone you care?! ohmygosh. my brother didn't do SHIT to you lately. and you know, you're the one whose causing those fucken shit that goes on. EVERY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT. JUST GROW UP. I SWEAR. YOU'RE A FUCKEN SENIOR AND YOU STILL ACT LIKE THIS? WHATTHEFUCK, GO BACK TO FUCKEN MIDDLE SCHOOL. CUS APPARENTLY, YOU DIDN'T LEARN SHIT THROUGHOUT ALL THE FUCKEN PROBLEMS YOU WENT THROUGH. you just stayed the same! yeah, you'd change for a bit, but then just go back to your normal self. and y'noe, you're so damn stubborn to even REALIZE sht. it's such a waste of time for people to even help you.
okay, i had to let that out. but i'm done. i have so much more, but that's all for now. i'm tired of hella things. dinner tonight with relatives.
Friday, October 3, 2008
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